Dreams

Have you ever had those dreams that seem to hang over you like a cloud all day? The ones that seem so real, that you can't get them out of your head?
Well I had one of those last night. It made no sense, and there were people in it that haven't seen in years. Plus I could feel the presence of my dad. I hate having dreams with him in them. Every now and then I have dreams of being younger and he is there. This time was different, I didn't actually see him, and I wasn't younger.
Also in the dream I was in the middle of talking to some random faceless person, and someone kissed my forehead. As it turns out this morning after Kraig got out of the shower he really kissed my forehead.

I believe that dreams can show you thing that you need to do, people you need to see, places you need to go. I also believe that some dreams have no interpretation. I know that there are many charts and things out there to help you interpret your dreams, but it is all just a guessing game. I also believe that sometimes a dream is just a dream, a way for your brain to sort out the things that happen.

Stress

A couple of weeks ago I started not feeling well (fever, nausea, etc.). Most of it seemed due to my migraine. Until last Monday when I started feeling as though I was going to pass out. Last Tuesday my heart rate became irregular. So I went to the ER. They did an EKG, and gave me an IV of some clear fluid. Then they did a few blood tests. They had a hard time drawing blood, most likely because I was slightly dehydrated (so now I have a few bruises from them trying to draw blood). They finally had to use a butterfly needle and draw it from my right hand (they did try the left). After all this was over and done with they couldn't tell me anything. (They said they thought I may be getting a sinus infection, because my right sinuses were tender. However my migraine was also right behind my right eye.) So they gave me some pain medication, gave me a prescription for antibiotic's and sent me home.

The rest of the week I spent still not feeling well, and I still had my migraine. So Saturday I did what I should have done the week before, and I got a priesthood blessing. Since then I have felt a lot better. I feel like my head is in a vice, and since they put me on anitbiotic's I also ended up with a yeast infection (which my OBGYN, can't seem me until May 6th, anyone got any suggestions???). It doesn't help that I got the bill from the hostipal yesterday, it was $3,000.00, in fact it was $1,500.00 just go to to the ER. I did use my insurance, I don't know how much they are going to cover. Right now I am not even sure how to find out. However next time I know, not go to the ER.

Also the stress of the bill is causing my migraine to come back. I hate stuff like this, it just does not make me happy.

*Update, I got a letter from my insurance today, that says I owe the doctor $740.00, that makes me feel a little better.