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Let me first start with Kate's blessing. Kate slept through the whole thing, which I am so happy about. It would have been hard if she had been screaming through it. It was so wonderful to have so many family members there. It is so wonderful that our little family has so much support. Kate is surrounded by so many people who love her. In the circle Kate had all four of her uncles there Jeremy, Keith, Kent, and Kurt. She also had her Grandpa Oaks, and her Great Grandpa Duncan, as well as her great uncles Sam, Aaron, and Kenny, and one second cousin Chris. It is so wonderful that as she grows up she will have all these men in her life to help her. She will have her uncles & aunts, several cousins, lots of second cousins, a bunch of great uncles & aunts, and a couple of great grandpa's to help her when she needs it.
Seeing my baby being blessed, was incredible. I am so blessed to have my family. I am blessed to have what I have, and I am so grateful for it. I have been given so much. I love the gospel, I am so grateful to have it in my life.
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Kate is usually a pretty fussy baby (at least with me), last night was one of those nights. She would be just fine, and then all of a sudden she would just get pissed off. I wish I knew what was bothering her, and how to fix it. I hate that she gets so upset and I can't really do anything for her. I wish I could make her happy more.
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I need to lose about 50 lbs now, seriously. I was hoping that I would lose more of it then I have so far, and exercising is nearly impossible. 90% of my "free" time I am taking care of Kate, I don't even take care of me as much as I probably should. I don't know how I even gained the 50 lbs I need to lose, I don't eat. Which can cause issues for me when Kate is being super fussy, and I have been alone with her for more then an hour.
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Going to work everyday, and leaving Kate with other people is so hard for me. I hate that someone else is taking care of my baby (or at least I hope, they are taking care of her). The lady that is going to start watching Kate, is in my ward, and everyone says she is great. Plus she is going to do it for super cheap, but I still worry.
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I signed up to sell Avon, I am seriously wondering if I was just out of my mind or what. I don't know what I am doing, and I feel in over my head. I am also seriously considering selling Scentsy. I want to stay home, but in order to stay home I need a stay at home job. These are the only things I know of that aren't scams. 99.9% of the jobs that you see online for work from home jobs are scams, so I went with something that I knew. I really do not want to work anymore.
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I keep thinking that maybe I should start wearing make up. Plus I ran across this company. They have this eyeshadow:
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Look at all those fun colors, it almost makes me think I should be wearing makeup!!
One problem I have with make up is, that it usually causes me to breakout because my skin is sensitive, and it has a hard time breathing with makeup on. Plus I save so much time not having to worry about makeup.
