Wishing

This is where I am really wishing that I could be right now.

My thought of the day

I know the picture has nothing to do with the blog, but I love this picture of Rusty.

Well I know it has been a while, and things are going alright all things considered. I had kind of a rough day, the kind of day that no matter how hard you try everything just goes wrong. I got to work late because I was running errands for work. While I am driving to work the kid I shared an office with calls me to find out who else has a key to our office because he got there about 5 minutes early, the rest of the work day went alright no more major things happened, just a few little things that just keep the day where it started. I picked up Kraig and he was in a bad mood, so that only made things for me a little worse.
Monday for the holiday I did absolutely nothing. I was suppose to go run errands, and get a few things done, but it didn't happen. It drives me crazy when I have a ton to do, and don't get any of it done.
Sunday was Kraig's birthday, we didn't do a whole lot for that either, in fact Sunday pretty much all we did was go to my mother-in-laws for dinner. Saturday Kraig helped Kurt work on his fence, he was there most of the day. I was going to run a few errands while he helped Kurt, but I ended up staying there for most of the afternoon, until I sat on some pine sap, and and to go home and change, then I spent a couple of hours trying to get it out, turns out PineSol, apparently is a mircle worker and gets most stains out of things.
So here I am, tired, worn out, and I have nothing done. I hate trying to fit three days worth of stuff into two hours, it never seems to work......

Random-ness

Well we finished our bedroom ceiling, it is nothing wonderful, but it looks better.

I guess I also got what I asked for, the weather is now hot. I guess I am just an odd duck, I don't like the cold and I don't like the heat. I like it some where in the middle.

I have also decided I really hate shopping for me. I am trying to find a new dress or cute shirt and skirt. The problem is I am right in the middle of sizes, where anytime I try to go shopping there is very little in my size, and what there is doesn't fit right, wrong color, or just plain ugly. It doesn't help that to me nothing seems right. I won't go into all my issues of self image, but I will say I really don't like my body somedays.
Another issue with shopping is I hate going by myself, and since I have such a unforgiving schedule during the week, I usually end up dragging Kraig. I alway end up feeling bad for him.

Last of all, right now I am wishing that I had a lot more free time. It seems like I am constantly doing things, and I want to slow things down, but I just can't. I want to finish working on both my Mother's day present for my mom, and my mother-in-law. It is a week late almost, and I have got nothing done yet, I have been trying to get my bedroom fixed so that we could sleep in it again, and we get home so late from work that it makes it so hard to do much after work. Does this ever get better??

My day

Well we decided that we needed to paint the ceiling in our bedroom. It was gross and ugly. We have that popcorn ceiling stuff, we decided that instead of taking it down we were going to just paint over it though. Apparently it is a very thin layer that they put on the ceiling because while Kraig was trying to put the primer on it with a roller, it kept coming off, the worst one I did trying to get a couple of spots that Kraig missed.

After a try of putting on a coat of paint, it has been decided that we have to scrape the popcorn stuff off. It is going to be a long night. I am really starting to hate my house.

More thoughts from me

Well I think spring is finally trying to poke it's head out. There have been a few really warm days, and it makes me happy!!

Today our niece Amy was blessed, she is such a cute little baby, I can't believe she is two months old already, it is crazy!!
In someways I wish that when I had gotten pregnant, it would have worked, I see all these sweet, cute little kids that make me laugh, and I wish that I could have the same thing. I have some of the cutest nieces and nephews (I am a little bias!), and I just wish that we could have kids too. Oh well, it will happen when it is suppose to happen.

Stuck

Alright, I have a slight quandary. Here is the problem, work has been extremely slow lately and it is killing me. In the last two weeks I have read about 5 books (I am a slow reader), and I just can't take it anymore. I kind of want to take a class for medical transcription or medical billing & coding. The problem is I know nothing. I don't know if this is going to be worth it. I don't know if it is going to get me anywhere. I don't know if it is what I really want to do!! I don't know if I would even be good at it. Does anybody have any suggestions???