Wishing

Right now I am really wishing that my violin wasn't a piece of junk, and that I could actually be playing right now. I love to play, even though I am not very good. Hopefully one day sooner then later I can get a new one. I miss playing, I miss focusing on that, I miss the feel of holding my violin in my hand, I miss the tone. I love music, but even more I love to play music, it is my voice.