Friday, May 16, 2008

Random-ness

black tulips

Well we finished our bedroom ceiling, it is nothing wonderful, but it looks better.

I guess I also got what I asked for, the weather is now hot. I guess I am just an odd duck, I don't like the cold and I don't like the heat. I like it some where in the middle.

I have also decided I really hate shopping for me. I am trying to find a new dress or cute shirt and skirt. The problem is I am right in the middle of sizes, where anytime I try to go shopping there is very little in my size, and what there is doesn't fit right, wrong color, or just plain ugly. It doesn't help that to me nothing seems right. I won't go into all my issues of self image, but I will say I really don't like my body somedays.
Another issue with shopping is I hate going by myself, and since I have such a unforgiving schedule during the week, I usually end up dragging Kraig. I alway end up feeling bad for him.

Last of all, right now I am wishing that I had a lot more free time. It seems like I am constantly doing things, and I want to slow things down, but I just can't. I want to finish working on both my Mother's day present for my mom, and my mother-in-law. It is a week late almost, and I have got nothing done yet, I have been trying to get my bedroom fixed so that we could sleep in it again, and we get home so late from work that it makes it so hard to do much after work. Does this ever get better??

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Gorgeous picture!!!

Sigh... I'm not sure it ever gets better (regarding free time). I doubt you'll ever have more free time unless you win the lottery and can pay someone to take care of you. I think the best way feel like you have more free time is to do the things that are bothering you first - get those things out of the way so you stop worrying about them and can actually enjoy any remaining free time.

April